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wah udah lama banget gue ga update ini blog, kelamaan malah, it's not that i forgot or anything, i just dont have anything proper to write, hehe. okay let's see here hmmm I got bunch of stories to tell, just doesnt know which one which i have to tell first. lets start with this

1. College
well, what do you know, studying psychology is not as fun as u think it would be. banyak yang harus dibaca dan dipahami. so many slides yang harus gue rangkum, and it aint easy. most of them pake bahasa indonesia sih, but still 2 words would make a weird vocab that hard to understand hhhhhh. o yeah, i got some new friends namanya demia sama acha, they're nice kok. but still they wont be compared to my alpusian, for god sake I miss my alpusian, oh okay, lets talk about them now

2. The past, The present, Hell with tomorrow
okay I admit it, having an 'ga tentu' schedule is sama sekali ga enak, ga sama sekali sih, ada enaknya juga, cuma ya gitu lah, rasanya kayak lebih ga keatur aja, kebiasaan diatur di sekolah, sekolah jam 7 pulang sore and so on seems tempting. gue kangen sama temen2 sekolah gue, I dont know how ya tapi kayaknya tiap anak di sekolah udah di cetak pola pikirnya jadi sama, jadi nyambung2 aja jadi setiap sekolah punya pola pikir beda2 dan akhirnya tiap kita pindah ke lingkungan baru, kita bakal susah nyamain pola pikir lagi sama orang2. hmmm, just something that came out.

gue kangen banget sama temen2 sekolah gue nih kan, but thank god gue dikasih buat sering ketemuan kan. so everything going smooth, ga ada rasa kangen2an, ya cuma ke beberapa orang paling, but the rest seems just fine.

well what do u have left to tell here, hmm lets see.. apa ya.. nothing new except since I have so many loose schedule gue bisa pergi kemana2 nyoba apa2 and i have tried this pizza place called pizza e birra and trust me I highly recommend it! nice view, great food and friendly waiters.

okay, off to surf the net now, ttyl!

currently listening to: Sondre Lerche's new album called 'Heartbeat Radio'

dear gadis

and so now you're leaving dear my good friend, this is not a poetic letter. you might not read it anyway, its been like what? 3 years since i've known you? all about you and your life, not your lovelife, not very interested though. hahahahah. but you do know what to share. it's been fun goin out with you like we used to do back then, all the chat and the argues that I let you win or you just keep yourself in that rock headed of yours. I wrote you something on your blackberry notes, in case you havent read it, i describe what was goin on around me when I wrote it, so you might remember what you left for couple of years later.

and right now, it's 11.34pm, its sunday and I just got home from vania's farewell party, and indeed u dont make any farewell, u said ur going to be sad or something. i'm sad that ure leaving soon, but im used to not having you around anymore now. we dont talk a lot anymore now, maybe your just too busy minding your own life. you have been blown away having a new boyfriend now, but its okay. I'm listening to justin timberlake right now and I remembered how good was your taste in music, most of them match me, and I think you like my taste of music too, you like to borrow my ipod anyway. i wanted to make you something that might remember you of me, of everyone else that u left here, ur friends and the place u usually visit to hang with anyone.

things might be very different when u leave later. but so far, it's only you that could knew that well, you knew me when i was mad, and its only that ask how happy was I when alia got back. and im glad that u ask me that, i'm excited! in case you read this, I just wanted to share this with you, I still miss her though, all the things I planned before she got back here, all the places that we wanted to visit, well, lets say that I already erased that planlist on my phone. I had it for couple of months though. guess I'm not used to having the real her and actually having a difficult time management.

well, what else can i say? "goodbye" is all that is left to say, well take care of yourself now okay. see ya in a couple of months? years? ring me up when ur here :)

One Night of 3 Years Celebration

the prom was awesome! I had a great time and so does my friends. we dressed up really nice, the girls was awesomely beautiful and the boys was handsomely charming. hahahahaha. okay. the prom was full of surprised, the room filled with laughs and tears. semua acara yang disusun pas banget, ga lebih, ga kurang semuanya pas sesuai kadarnya. ga disangka-sangka gue nominasi the most archieved. makasih buat panitia prom karena udah mau mempertimbangkan gue sebagai nominasi nya ya. at least I got flowers. hahahahah!

promnya dihibur oleh band anak2 and of course the guest star "ecoutez". emang keliatannya biasa aja. cuma agak keinget aja lagu2 lo jaman sma dulu. in the end of their song, we all danced, hugged, and cried. seakan-akan lo ga akan pernah ketemu lagi. seakan-akan lo dipisahkan secara paksa. gue punya pengalaman yang jungkir balik banget di sma, dan gue yakin ga cuma gue aja yang ngalamin hal kayak gini. banyak dari lo yang mungkin baca blog ini akan berpikir dalem hati "gue juga ngalamin banyak hal yang bikin dunia cukup jungkir balik 3 taun ini". gue berpelukan dengan banyak orang disana dan beberapa dari mereka membuat gue sedih dan akhirnya gue nangis. duaaarr!!! gue sedih seketika. setiap orang yang gue peluk muncul waktu gue pertama kali kenal mereka. not being too dramatic, tapi beneran deh coba lo inget2 gimana pertama kali lo kenal sama temen lo yang skg lo suka curhatin terus ketemu tiap hari sekolah dan sekarang lo gabisa liat mukanya tiap hari. sad, I know

the afterparty not really into me. I had fun tapi ga se-fun itu. I dont drink! woohoo!! I was afraid to tempt myself to have a sip of some booze, but gladly gue menolak. alhamdulillah ya allah.. many offers, but denial keep coming from me. hahahahah. oyeah, I dont smoke either yesterday. gatau kenapa ga dapet aja mood nya. mungkin capek kali ya. the afterparty ended at 4am. gue balik ngebawa diandra yang udah bengong gitu, di kamar gue bersiin make up gue ditemani adzan subuh. god! I felt really guilty. gue tidur jam stengah 6 dan kebangun sekitar jam stengah 8. -____-"

i guess this is our last stop on highschool. the celebration of 3 years.

Last Day Photoshoot

hari terakhir foto buku tahunan means a very exhausting day. bener2 tepar, bener2 menguras seluruh tenaga gue. kebetulan hari itu gue baru tidur jam stengah 4 pagi. don't ask, you'll know. gue terpaksa dibangunkan jam stengah 9 oleh telpon dari pipit dan 5 menit kemudian terdengar suara ketokan dari jendela kaca gue which means reza babi udh di rumah gue. fuck!. ngobrol-lah gue sama si binatang jalang itu dan gue muai siap2 buat pergi ke alpus, karena sebagian panitia harus siap2 buat foto. gue ke sekolah dan cabut ke rumah lia. wush! gue naik mobil bang syarif. I dont know about his issue, but why oh why on earth he wont open up his mouth just to chat a bit. his silence is just sooo irritating.

sampe di rumah lia, gue mulai bantu2 apa yang gue bisa, gue mulai foto dari yang mau dulu. ga ada urutan cewe sama cowo and there's one thing about the last day class. WHY ON EARTH MOST OF YOU ARE LATE?! telatnya sangant kontras sama kelas2 lain. mau complain kayaknya juga bakal menghambat. jadi yaudahlah. foto kelas, anak demi anak, makan siang tanpa makanan, sampe akhirnya jam 4an mulai lah perisapan foto sekat. sumpah itu yang namanya siap2 itu sangaaaaat lama, and I really mean lama banget. belom lagi yg mau balik cepet. kepala gue rasanya mau pecah. panitia yang kerja juga cuma dikit. grrrr, it's really a pain in the ass.

foto selesai jam 8, gue tepar, gue pengen tidur tapi gue ga ada tenaga sama skali. akhirnya gue pergi makan dulu sama anak2 di aw, terus ke rumah nadya. the only thing that cheers me at that time was a valkyrie story. the gossip has never been this big! hahahah. and then I stayed at adika's and gossip a bit until about 2am sampe akhirnya gue tidur dan bangun sekitar jam 6 karena kebelet beol (i'm blaming it on aw's chilli).

well, thats my 24 hour of a very exhausting day. how about urs?

the department of education has delayed the graduate announcement until 17th june, what an asshole. bye!

listening to, everybody else - rich girl, poor girl

photoshoot day 1

Gue = Shafira Anindya = ketua buku tahunan angkatan '09 alpus3. waktu ditunjuk jadi ketua, gue sama skali menolak, gue gamau. diri gue menolak abis2an. gue ga punya waktu untuk ngurus ini, gue harus belajar, buat tes masuk kuliah dan buat uan. where the hell I get the time from kalo gue ngurus buku taunan biadab ini?! and then I ask, 'kenapa gue? kenapa ga yang lain??', and a good friend ensure me, 'karena lo yang bisa buat kayak gini2an.' and that sentence masih gue inget dan menjadi tumpuan gue sampe saat ini. karena gue bisa! gue bisa ngerjain yang gini2! i know i can, i know i can! hahah

so after months of delaying this yearbook project, akhirnya gue memutuskan untuk foto tanggal 1, 2, 3, 4 dan 10. the first day udh lewat. and hell it's exhausting! gue capek pol! tapi seneng juga. hahaha.. seriously, it's fun. walaupun hr ini bukan kelas lo, tapi seneng ga sih lo ngumpul bareng temen sekelas lo lagi. hhah... but hell yeah we suceeded! walaupun ga sesuai expektasi gue sepenuhnya, tapi gue udh evaluasi dan pasti besok bakal dibenerin lagi..!

over and out! eval time!

gue kangen sekolah (I still can't believe it that it just came out from my mind)

ini baru 2 minggu libur, gue ngerasa ini udh lama. gue juga sibuk tapi gatau sebenernya sibuk apa. buku taunan seems organized, belajar buat umb ya emang gue ga niat. sometime i felt bored, gue ga ngerti kenapa? i've been waiting for this time like for how long? almost a year? tapi pas gue dapet liburan panjang gini, gue gatau harus apa? bener2 buang waktu. paling lo bisa tidur lebih malem tanpa harus takut besok bangun kesiangan. lo bisa kemana aja kapan aja. nonton film kapan aja dan apapun lah yang dulu ga bisa lo lakukan sebebas skg.

and at this precise time, di jam gue tertulis angka 10:08, ini udh jam 10 malem, besok udh ganti hari lagi. gue merasa hari ini gue ga melakukan apa2 yang bisa ngebuat hari ini bermanfaat buat besoknya (okay, the sentence sounds sok bijak). waktu gue sekolah dulu. jam segini gue udh mulai beresin buku, terus gue cuci kaki segala macem dan blessss tidur sampe besok jam 6 gue bangun lagi. gue sekolah, gue belajar, gue main. semua kerasa imbang dan gue kangen sama rasa capeknya gue ngelakuin rutinitas itu.

gue kangen ketemu sama temen2 gue tiap hari, and I mean semua. I miss their stupid jokes and pranks they put on other people. I miss everything about highschool, the building, the stupid rules, the catetan yang harusnya gue catet tapi ga gue catet, the feeling kalo ada ulangan tapi lo ga belajar dan rasanya bawa ransel. gue rasa ga cuma gue doang yang ngerasa kayak gini. pasti banyak banget.

kenapa tiba2 gini gue bilang gue kangen? mood gue bisa berubah kapan aja, tergantung dari apa yang gue denger. hari ini gue dengerin lagu2 sedih. emang ga nyambung sama sekolah sama skali, tapi tiba2 aja yg kepikiran sekolah. and it made me sad :( kalo udh kayak gini, please anyone siapa aja bisa kasih tau gue 1 aja alesan kenapa lo harus cabut sekolah? karena menurut gue sekolah udh cukup pas, mungkin ga sempurna di mata lo. tapi itu udah mencakup semuanya dan gue ga bisa minta lebih dari itu.

sekarang tinggal ada 1 event 1 angkatan terakhir, wisuda, and i beg u whoever read this, please made this last event jadi sesuatu yang berkesan banget.. even kita harus pake kebaya kunyit itu.. hahaha..

okay then, i'm off to call someone, ciao!

saturday night is not so bad

woohooo..!! last saturday has been pretty tiring day. dimana-mana rame dan kemana mana lumayan macet. so let me tell you what happened. okay, siang2 gue ke pim sama keluarga gue. it has been my family's habit to go out on weekends, anywhere is okay. so hari itu gue ke pim. gue makan segala macem dan salsa berencana untuk nyusulin gue ke pim. with one condition, kita harus cabut dari sana. okay, I met her around 5 dan dia langsung ngajak cabut, kemana? gatau. sampe akhirnya gue inget ahad sama bisma lagi di pim juga. yaudah kita ketemu terus ternyata eh ternyata. mereka juga sumpek. yaudah jadi kita pergilah ke basement ngambil mobil.

sampe mobil. kita gatau mau kemana. please, anywhere asal jangan rame. and asking where to go question became a game. hahahaha.. a funny cheesy fun game. and we decided buat berhenti di tea addict. we thought its going to be so crowded dan ternyata ga gitu rame. so we sit there hang a bit dan datanglah mas ito. hahahahaha. and the teasing game begin! gue pindah ke ke sofanya ahad sama bisma and i guess u know what happened next. ito mulai laper dan dia mau cabut mau cari makan. dia mau makan di deket rumah gue. dan pergilah kita ke deket rumah gue. ito berdua aja sama salsa di mobil. hahahahahahahaha

selesai makan gue mau muter2. tapi ito gamau alhasil kita misah. dan gue masih tetep sama ahad dan bisma. gue bingung mau kemana alhasil gue menyarankan kalo kita ikutin jalan aja. lurus terus sampe mentok dan beneran aja sampe mentok sampe ke kota tua. gpp kok. hahahaha.. well nothin much happened. but its been an interesting night.

thats it for this one. see ya later! ciao!

two - o' - one

it's midnight, and yeah, too much nap will cause some weird effect like this :( so, finally, some friends made twitters and some made blogs, of course I subcribes to them :) but my favourite is Priska's blog, she made it to be soooooo interesting to read. its a funny story with pictures, kinda whole different way to blog. go to hers, and see how she brings you to her stories, well she succeeded to brought me :)

this vacation thingy has been very boring and also interesting. so I downloaded bunch of song, and whatever it is. so I found some of 'em are interesting. at least Death Cab For Cutie has caught my ears for couple of days, that voice of it's vocalist, that beat of the drum, and the simple deep lyrics made my boring day better. my favourites are Crooked Teeth and Soul Meets Body. thats only two of many songs i've downloaded. hahahaha.. so ok, my newbies playlist is full. so what?

ok, i'm starting to get sleepy. my eyes will shut in couple of minutes. so I better end this post or something. well tomorrow is a weekend. hope everything will be alright then. oh yeah, i;m fully loaded with sushi, all u can eat poke sushi has caught my eyes and tummy for couple of months, and yeah i never get tired of it ever since. hahahaha.. and by right now, it's offcicially 3 weeks.

3 weeks for what? lets just count it down. you'll see later! :)

it's 2.15am, currently listening to Nobody Wants to be Lonely by Ricky Martin feat. Christina Aguilera.
mood : fine

smell ya later!

visit me!

First week of a freakin long holiday. and yeah, I came up with nothing. gue gatau mesti ngapain dan mesti kemana. the only thing that always amuse me is my lappy, thats my laptop's name, i named her lappy. she such a best friend and also saviour when i'm drop-dead-bored like now. I like to browse some web, tapi bukan web2 yang ngebuka forum2 aneh atau semacemnya. sumpah gue bukan seorang kaskusers or whatever it is yang ada forum2nya. kecuali forum itu berhubungan sama gue, which is belom pernah ada so far. no offense, but I'm not that freak who 'doesn't-have-a-life-in-a-real-world-so-I-have-to-have-a-reputation' di dunia maya ini. dan kalopun gue mau nyari temen juga di internet i'd rather look up all the way halfway around the world. it's internet lho?! u got some english skill, so use it lah.

so okay, kalo lo emang gamau nyari temen jg gpp sih. hahahah. so here's some web that I visit regularly. I visit some of 'em almost everyday. hahahah. so.. here it is.

(click on the names, to go to the web)

1.Nguping Jakarta
this is a complete jakarta's amusing websites. some stupid stuff people mispronounce from a regular conversation. bener2 ngehibur banget dan gue recommend banget buat lo baca. lo ga bakal menyangka how many penduduk jakarta ga yang kuliah, yang ga sekolah, ga perempuan, ga laki-laki masih suka salah ngomong. mereka agak jarang ngupdate blog nya. but sometimes when they updated it, banyak yang baru. and trust me, it'll make you laugh your ass off. okay, next!




2.Post Secret
post secret ini isinya tentang rahasia2 orang. jadi orang2 ini bebas menuliskan semua dirty secret nya mereka di sebuah post-card dan mereka ngirim post-card mereka ini ke sebuah alamat si pemilik atau perintis post secret ini secara anynomous. kayak contohnya ini. pertama kali gue tau post secret, gue nemu buku nya di aksara. dan harganya kebetulan mahal banget, which is 300rban, dan waktu kakek nenek gue pergi kemana gue nitip itu buku, and yes, they bought me. hahaha. but visiting their websites regularly every week juga asik kok. blog ini di update setiap hari minggu, jadi lo bisa ngecek website ini tiap minggu. and what I like from this post secret web is reading their secrets made me feel better. banyak orang yang hidupnya ga sesempurna yang gue kira. and most of them are living among us.

3.Twitter

yeah I still twitter, so what? i'm not interest into plurking stuff, I twitter. it's fun sometimes you been followed by strangers and I guess they wanna know what i'm up to.. hahaha. it sounds weird, but what the heck. twitter is fun!



4.IMDb
stands for Internet Movie Database, you know when sometimes you watch a movie and you found some quotes that are nice or a song that sounds good but you dont know what it is. well here's my secret. i look it all up in here. movie quotes, soundtracks, anything you need to find out you can look it all up in here.


well that are webs u might check out. really helps and reduce the bored a bit. hahaha..

recently listening to 'Zzzz' by The Cab
mood : fully charged happy!

ciao!

timeless and priceless

okay, it's been a while gue ga nulis lagi. Barusan gue baca blog nya sari and u know what? her writing, her ngarang, her feeling about this high school just made me realize that's its been a hell of an adventure. 3 taun ini emang gila banget, dan gue ga nyangka bisa secepet ini. kalo bisa gue ulang, satu stengah taun yg lalu aja. gue mau capek2 cari duit lagi buat alpuscup, ngerjain pr ini itu, ulangan lagi. it's ok kalo akhirnya gue bisa temenan sama orang2 yang gue temenin sekarang, dapet pengalaman yang gue ga kira bakal dapet.

i've through some rough time with some friends, beberapa kali slek2an, sedikit cekcok, ya u know lah, high school stuff, hahah! ngalaminnya sih emang ga enak. sedih banget. but u know what, there's something more than I expected behind that problems. gue dapet temen baru. nambah temen. nambah pengalaman. sesuatu yang ga bisa gue sangka sebelomnya. dan dengan semua kejadian ini, semua hal yang gue dapet so far. everythings is so priceless

gue ga bakal ngomong banyak disini. mungkin di blognya sari itu udah keucap semuanya. kayak kaset yang direwind terus2an karena lagunya enak. and that quote almost made me cry.. hahaha..

recently, listening to nothing, watching hairpsray on HBO

bla bla bla

there's no easy way to say this
months passed by, many things been going on around
there're rooms in my mind
for those who I loved
you've been there but you moved out
I cleaned after your messes, I heard all about your problems
I even laugh to ur corny jokes.

the condition you've created insists me to move on
so I moved, and there it is, an empty room ready to filled.
many people filled it, it's hard to get adapted
but yet their filling feels welcoming
that empty room now decorated with many things
not the same thing u usually use to decorate
a different yet warm decoration. and you know what, it's better than yours

so I dance and sing in there
it's full of excitement, secrecy, laugh and even anger.
and I never felt this good
it taught me many new things
and yet insists me to grow

and u came, told me what you've done
the messes u made, that I should clean
it's hard to say no, but yet every roses has it torn
it's hard not to cry and also have to put u back
it was hard givin u up and now its hard to put u back

i've reached my comfort zone dear, please stay away
do not tell me to clean up after ur messes
i had it from u, and yes i forgive u
it's not about the sorry word, but its about u to give us some space
ive known u enough and thats it
im not cleanin up after ur messes no more

rain rain go away come again another day

aahhh it's raining. it's thrusday and it's a national holiday. gue ga ngerti kenapa hujan harus ada geledeknya? harus ada petirnya? dan harus jam segini yang seharusnya gue pergi dan gue mau cari makan sebenernya. because i'm so freakin hungry! gue bosen sama makanan rumah. rasanya gitu2 aja. gue pengen makan di 'Ah Tuan Ee's' deh, they have the best nasi lemak, tahu and es kacang! and i'm craving for their nasi lemak dan tahu skg.

i should study geography right now? kenapa? soalnya besok gue bakal pra uan geografi. and i decided not to study and instead hangin around in front of my laptop. ditemani HBO and itunes. hahaha.. oiya, gue gatau ada apa, tapi HBO and it's friends bisa kebuka di rumah gue, entah first media nya bocor atau apa, but i'm glad buat bisa nonton HBO. hahahah.. soalnya nyokap gue gamau langganan HBO, selain alasan duit, dia bilang gue pasti bakal nonton terus. and i'm not denying her statement for that one, ada internet 24 jam aja gue ga pernah berenti di depan laptop. entah apa yang gue lakukan, tapi gue selalu di depan laptop. and yes, gue sering dimarahin gara2 kebanyakan main komputer. tapi semenjak gue punya bb, yes my lovely javey, gue agak mengurangi main komputer dan semakin gila dengan internet, bb gue sudah bisa memenuhi kebutuhan pokok gue di komputer, msn, fb, and email.

FYI, gue sangat menyayangi gadget2 gue.. sebenernya barang2 gue adalah barang2 yang lazim orang punya. such as ipod, bb, handphone, nintendo ds. but for me, they like my baby.. when other girls decided to spend their money on clothes and stuff. gue prefer minta gadget baru. hahaha.. gue juga masih beli baju kok tapi. tapi ya gitu lah.. dari semua itu, yang gue ga bisa tinggalin adalah ipod. ipod gue berisi sekitar 1600an lagu. and it's the only thing that could cure my boredom.. hahaha

well i think thats it or today, it's raining now.. so taking a quick nap will be a great thing to do. ciao!

mumet met met

high low! it has been a very interesting saturday night.. not really sih, tapi ya kayak menghasilkan banyak pemikiran aja. gue ke ulangtaunnya awe hari ini di takigawa. lumayan rame kok. asik lah pokoknya. we had fun, taking pictures, ketawa2, liat2an, hahahah pokoknya macem2 lah. u know, teenagers stuff.

aduuh sebenernya gue lagi ga mood nulis banget, cuma gue pengen banget, tapi otak gue lagi mumet aja. hahaha.. mungkin ga panjang2 banget kali ini. udh malem banget juga sih. i should get some sleep too.. maybe talk to u more later ya..

it's 1.03 am, listening to Vierra - Dengarkan Curhatku, mood: totally messy. over and out!

friday mayday

hoaaahmmm.. it's a preety tiring friday after all, dan gue udh ngantuk padahal masih jam 9an. harusnya gue beom ngantuk jam segini, tapi kayaknya gue ga bisa maksain buat ga tidur. paling bentar lagi gue tidur. oiya, hari ini awe ulangtaun, dia di surprise in sama pacarnya shani, hahaha.. i dont know why I told u about this anyway, tapi intinya, it was a succesful surprise bash. there are some pictures from this afternoon.

gue masih ga ngerti kenapa matanya harus ditutup sama bh

abis ke tamsik segala macem gue ke alpus, ketemu buku taunan, ngomong2 segala macem ampe akhirnya stengah 5, gue ke bta and yeah, there's nothing much going on. sebenernya nyapek2in badan aja malah. I need some days off. gue pengen seharian tidur. hahahah.. but i think i cant..

okay, right now i'm in a phase called 'puncak kejenuhan', gue butuh suasana baru sebenernya. but i think i have some options, which is..

1. gue mau menghilang for couple days, if anyone calls, i won't answer, if anyone text me, I won't reply, msn off, facebook off, there's no way you could reach me. kecuali keluarga gue.
2. gue muter2 nyari dan nyoba hal2 baru yang belom pernah gue coba. ga usah sampe keluar kota, di jakarta juga masih banyak yang belom pernah gue coba. muter2 ga jelas aja ga ada tujuan.

kalo lo jadi gue lo pilih yang mana? kalo gue sih pengen banget nyoba yang nomer 1. gue pengen tau siapa aja yang nyariin gue.. hahaha.. tapi nanti aja, u'll see.. mungkin belom bisa sekarang, tapi pasti suatu saat gue akan menghilang. hahaha..

it's 9.40, gue ngantuk parah, i'm listening to Chandra feat. Sheila Majid - Ingatlah Diriku, I miss Aliananda Lubis yang jauh di United States, dan I need to hibernate now. Over and out!

P.S. this is for aliananda, if you read this, semoga lo cepet sembuh dari sakit kepala lo, and i hope u do well in the softball thingy.

to: 'who that maybe won't read this anyway'

I have this friend, she's cool. I like her attitude, the way she's so strict, the way she told me to stop acting weird, the way she deny every statement that I gave and the way she mad when I pretend not to listen to her

I don't have that many friends, I only have a few close friends, only a few, but I treat them as special as I could. I could write them in a list, but i dont want to, i dont want to count them I want to know them better and make everyone of them to be uncountable. maybe it's just me, maybe you're not changing, maybe I'm the who can't understand what you're talking about. I'm not great at that thing u like to talk about right now, maybe it was something i said to u that made u like this. I don't want to know anyway

I'm not mad, I'm sad. I'm not sheering off from you, I just feel I won't be good listener if you talk. but despite my feeling, I'm practicly fine.

it's 11.05pm, listening to The Veronicas - When it All Falls Apart, mood: incredibly messy.

the movie review and the life list so far

high low! seven pounds isn't as great as I expected, it was a nice story, tapi kelamaan aja, ngantuk juga gue.. hahah.. but despite from it's too long duration, it's a nice movie..

finally friday! and still stuck with the practical test, at least it'll be the last day of it, and i'll be home as soon as possible tomorrow.. oyeah, also my friend's surprise birthday bash.. hope it'll be a guh-reat friday.. I really need more practice on writing this blog thingy, i'm spinning my head looking for something to write and to tell.. arrghhh.. brainache!

oh yeah, gue juga harus BE-LA-JAR buat uan... damn it! so many things to do, dan gue ga afal apa aja yang harus gue kerjakan so far! so let's make 'the list', shall we?

1. BE-LA-JAR buat uan, uas, apa kek
2. work seriously on that FREAKIN YEARBOOK that I should have worked on like 7 months ago
3. NGURUS SINGAPORE! from the ticket thingy to the inn thingy..

cuma 3 ya? 3.. 3.. 3 INSANELY BIG THINGS TO DEAL! damn it! gue harus punya time management yang bagus, I cant live this way forever!

I should get some rest now, it's 9.45, listening to Liam Finn - Better To Be, another nice tune, try to listen to it.. that song made my day today, hope it'll make ur day too.. ciao! :)

P.E. tes on insanely hot afternoon

G'day y'all! sumpah hari ini panas banget! gila! and yes, praktek olahraganya juga panas.. hahahaha.. i've done great at P.E. today (i think), 19 seconds on running, 10 on volleyball, 3 shoots for basketball and 'not so bad' grade on gymnastic. hebat kan? hahah.. after that torturing sports, gue mandi air dingin pol pol pol, bener2 pol ke kiri, sama skali ga ada anget2nya itu air, and it felt soooo freakin great! u should try it sometimes..

later gue mau pergi nonton seven punds di ps kayaknya sama nyokap gue. bedua aja? ya bedua aja.. abis gue bingung ga ada kerjaan, so i decided to see a movie, at least it's better than hangin around in front of tv and computer kan? dan daripada belajar.. -__-". and u know what else? sodara gue lagi di singapore right now, and i'm insanely iri banget, tapi gue harus tahan.. tahan.. tahan.. gue akan kesana bulan juni (amin)

it's 12.38 pm, it's freakin hot outside, listening to Carolina Liar - I'm Not Over, good tunes, nice lyrics, u should listen to their music..

I'm not over
I'm not over you just yet
Cannot hide it
You're not that easy to forget
I'm not over

-Carolina Liar - I'm Not Over

I think thats it for this insane very hot afternoon, write u later! bye! :)

'09 photoshoot

ok, it has been a hectic day for me, first of all, all of the photo shoot thingy at this insanely hot football field, but i hope the result will worth the hell of it. i've run everywhere to look for everybody, gather them and shout at them, well, practicly, i'm a monster today.. a scary one.. hahahah.. there are some i took with my digi cam




second of all, i've to look for a cheap fare airline ticket for 29th june, for me and my friends singapore trip plan. and it has been sooo confusing, all that expensive fare and the cheap scary flights, i dont really know which one to choose.. aw aw aw! back cramp! awwwwhh!

just need to find a nice place to stay for a week and then we're on our way baby! gonna bring lots of instant noodle, a nice sandals, and a comfy packs of clothes.. hopefully everything will be allright.. oyeah, need to confirm whoever want to come with us too..

it's 10.46pm, listenin to gwen stefani, and thinking about tomorrow P.E. test.. still on the way finishing the yearbook, studying for the final test, arranging the whole thing about singapore.. busy? u dont know what it feels like.. well thats it for today, over and out!

Yearbook Madness

This is crazy, mayday mayday, calling for help!

god! i just cant deal with things like this, i'm a head of the '09 yearbook commitee and yeah, it's been a real hectic year for me and sorry the book is delay for couple of months, but i promise i'll make it as nice as i can guys..

so tomorrow will be the all kids shot. it'll be at 11am, and yeah, i need lots of luck tomorrow.. hope everything will be okay.. finger crossed!

the other thing that i'm dealin right now is study for the final test. u know what, it's a real useless way to graduate.. i've been so lazy studying and it'll be a month before the test, i should get startin now, or else, i dont graduate..

it's 12.07, i'm listenin to my itunes, i should get some sleep, tomorrow school and also the photoshoot. nobody reads my blog anyway, o yeah, i have to arrange things with some friends for the singapore trip. SING-A-PORE baby! it'll be 29th june, hope everything worked out okay.. amiiin..

well thats it for today, see ya later!