Sunday, July 26, 2009

dear gadis

and so now you're leaving dear my good friend, this is not a poetic letter. you might not read it anyway, its been like what? 3 years since i've known you? all about you and your life, not your lovelife, not very interested though. hahahahah. but you do know what to share. it's been fun goin out with you like we used to do back then, all the chat and the argues that I let you win or you just keep yourself in that rock headed of yours. I wrote you something on your blackberry notes, in case you havent read it, i describe what was goin on around me when I wrote it, so you might remember what you left for couple of years later.

and right now, it's 11.34pm, its sunday and I just got home from vania's farewell party, and indeed u dont make any farewell, u said ur going to be sad or something. i'm sad that ure leaving soon, but im used to not having you around anymore now. we dont talk a lot anymore now, maybe your just too busy minding your own life. you have been blown away having a new boyfriend now, but its okay. I'm listening to justin timberlake right now and I remembered how good was your taste in music, most of them match me, and I think you like my taste of music too, you like to borrow my ipod anyway. i wanted to make you something that might remember you of me, of everyone else that u left here, ur friends and the place u usually visit to hang with anyone.

things might be very different when u leave later. but so far, it's only you that could knew that well, you knew me when i was mad, and its only that ask how happy was I when alia got back. and im glad that u ask me that, i'm excited! in case you read this, I just wanted to share this with you, I still miss her though, all the things I planned before she got back here, all the places that we wanted to visit, well, lets say that I already erased that planlist on my phone. I had it for couple of months though. guess I'm not used to having the real her and actually having a difficult time management.

well, what else can i say? "goodbye" is all that is left to say, well take care of yourself now okay. see ya in a couple of months? years? ring me up when ur here :)