rain rain go away come again another day

aahhh it's raining. it's thrusday and it's a national holiday. gue ga ngerti kenapa hujan harus ada geledeknya? harus ada petirnya? dan harus jam segini yang seharusnya gue pergi dan gue mau cari makan sebenernya. because i'm so freakin hungry! gue bosen sama makanan rumah. rasanya gitu2 aja. gue pengen makan di 'Ah Tuan Ee's' deh, they have the best nasi lemak, tahu and es kacang! and i'm craving for their nasi lemak dan tahu skg.

i should study geography right now? kenapa? soalnya besok gue bakal pra uan geografi. and i decided not to study and instead hangin around in front of my laptop. ditemani HBO and itunes. hahaha.. oiya, gue gatau ada apa, tapi HBO and it's friends bisa kebuka di rumah gue, entah first media nya bocor atau apa, but i'm glad buat bisa nonton HBO. hahahah.. soalnya nyokap gue gamau langganan HBO, selain alasan duit, dia bilang gue pasti bakal nonton terus. and i'm not denying her statement for that one, ada internet 24 jam aja gue ga pernah berenti di depan laptop. entah apa yang gue lakukan, tapi gue selalu di depan laptop. and yes, gue sering dimarahin gara2 kebanyakan main komputer. tapi semenjak gue punya bb, yes my lovely javey, gue agak mengurangi main komputer dan semakin gila dengan internet, bb gue sudah bisa memenuhi kebutuhan pokok gue di komputer, msn, fb, and email.

FYI, gue sangat menyayangi gadget2 gue.. sebenernya barang2 gue adalah barang2 yang lazim orang punya. such as ipod, bb, handphone, nintendo ds. but for me, they like my baby.. when other girls decided to spend their money on clothes and stuff. gue prefer minta gadget baru. hahaha.. gue juga masih beli baju kok tapi. tapi ya gitu lah.. dari semua itu, yang gue ga bisa tinggalin adalah ipod. ipod gue berisi sekitar 1600an lagu. and it's the only thing that could cure my boredom.. hahaha

well i think thats it or today, it's raining now.. so taking a quick nap will be a great thing to do. ciao!

mumet met met

high low! it has been a very interesting saturday night.. not really sih, tapi ya kayak menghasilkan banyak pemikiran aja. gue ke ulangtaunnya awe hari ini di takigawa. lumayan rame kok. asik lah pokoknya. we had fun, taking pictures, ketawa2, liat2an, hahahah pokoknya macem2 lah. u know, teenagers stuff.

aduuh sebenernya gue lagi ga mood nulis banget, cuma gue pengen banget, tapi otak gue lagi mumet aja. hahaha.. mungkin ga panjang2 banget kali ini. udh malem banget juga sih. i should get some sleep too.. maybe talk to u more later ya..

it's 1.03 am, listening to Vierra - Dengarkan Curhatku, mood: totally messy. over and out!

friday mayday

hoaaahmmm.. it's a preety tiring friday after all, dan gue udh ngantuk padahal masih jam 9an. harusnya gue beom ngantuk jam segini, tapi kayaknya gue ga bisa maksain buat ga tidur. paling bentar lagi gue tidur. oiya, hari ini awe ulangtaun, dia di surprise in sama pacarnya shani, hahaha.. i dont know why I told u about this anyway, tapi intinya, it was a succesful surprise bash. there are some pictures from this afternoon.

gue masih ga ngerti kenapa matanya harus ditutup sama bh

abis ke tamsik segala macem gue ke alpus, ketemu buku taunan, ngomong2 segala macem ampe akhirnya stengah 5, gue ke bta and yeah, there's nothing much going on. sebenernya nyapek2in badan aja malah. I need some days off. gue pengen seharian tidur. hahahah.. but i think i cant..

okay, right now i'm in a phase called 'puncak kejenuhan', gue butuh suasana baru sebenernya. but i think i have some options, which is..

1. gue mau menghilang for couple days, if anyone calls, i won't answer, if anyone text me, I won't reply, msn off, facebook off, there's no way you could reach me. kecuali keluarga gue.
2. gue muter2 nyari dan nyoba hal2 baru yang belom pernah gue coba. ga usah sampe keluar kota, di jakarta juga masih banyak yang belom pernah gue coba. muter2 ga jelas aja ga ada tujuan.

kalo lo jadi gue lo pilih yang mana? kalo gue sih pengen banget nyoba yang nomer 1. gue pengen tau siapa aja yang nyariin gue.. hahaha.. tapi nanti aja, u'll see.. mungkin belom bisa sekarang, tapi pasti suatu saat gue akan menghilang. hahaha..

it's 9.40, gue ngantuk parah, i'm listening to Chandra feat. Sheila Majid - Ingatlah Diriku, I miss Aliananda Lubis yang jauh di United States, dan I need to hibernate now. Over and out!

P.S. this is for aliananda, if you read this, semoga lo cepet sembuh dari sakit kepala lo, and i hope u do well in the softball thingy.

to: 'who that maybe won't read this anyway'

I have this friend, she's cool. I like her attitude, the way she's so strict, the way she told me to stop acting weird, the way she deny every statement that I gave and the way she mad when I pretend not to listen to her

I don't have that many friends, I only have a few close friends, only a few, but I treat them as special as I could. I could write them in a list, but i dont want to, i dont want to count them I want to know them better and make everyone of them to be uncountable. maybe it's just me, maybe you're not changing, maybe I'm the who can't understand what you're talking about. I'm not great at that thing u like to talk about right now, maybe it was something i said to u that made u like this. I don't want to know anyway

I'm not mad, I'm sad. I'm not sheering off from you, I just feel I won't be good listener if you talk. but despite my feeling, I'm practicly fine.

it's 11.05pm, listening to The Veronicas - When it All Falls Apart, mood: incredibly messy.

the movie review and the life list so far

high low! seven pounds isn't as great as I expected, it was a nice story, tapi kelamaan aja, ngantuk juga gue.. hahah.. but despite from it's too long duration, it's a nice movie..

finally friday! and still stuck with the practical test, at least it'll be the last day of it, and i'll be home as soon as possible tomorrow.. oyeah, also my friend's surprise birthday bash.. hope it'll be a guh-reat friday.. I really need more practice on writing this blog thingy, i'm spinning my head looking for something to write and to tell.. arrghhh.. brainache!

oh yeah, gue juga harus BE-LA-JAR buat uan... damn it! so many things to do, dan gue ga afal apa aja yang harus gue kerjakan so far! so let's make 'the list', shall we?

1. BE-LA-JAR buat uan, uas, apa kek
2. work seriously on that FREAKIN YEARBOOK that I should have worked on like 7 months ago
3. NGURUS SINGAPORE! from the ticket thingy to the inn thingy..

cuma 3 ya? 3.. 3.. 3 INSANELY BIG THINGS TO DEAL! damn it! gue harus punya time management yang bagus, I cant live this way forever!

I should get some rest now, it's 9.45, listening to Liam Finn - Better To Be, another nice tune, try to listen to it.. that song made my day today, hope it'll make ur day too.. ciao! :)

P.E. tes on insanely hot afternoon

G'day y'all! sumpah hari ini panas banget! gila! and yes, praktek olahraganya juga panas.. hahahaha.. i've done great at P.E. today (i think), 19 seconds on running, 10 on volleyball, 3 shoots for basketball and 'not so bad' grade on gymnastic. hebat kan? hahah.. after that torturing sports, gue mandi air dingin pol pol pol, bener2 pol ke kiri, sama skali ga ada anget2nya itu air, and it felt soooo freakin great! u should try it sometimes..

later gue mau pergi nonton seven punds di ps kayaknya sama nyokap gue. bedua aja? ya bedua aja.. abis gue bingung ga ada kerjaan, so i decided to see a movie, at least it's better than hangin around in front of tv and computer kan? dan daripada belajar.. -__-". and u know what else? sodara gue lagi di singapore right now, and i'm insanely iri banget, tapi gue harus tahan.. tahan.. tahan.. gue akan kesana bulan juni (amin)

it's 12.38 pm, it's freakin hot outside, listening to Carolina Liar - I'm Not Over, good tunes, nice lyrics, u should listen to their music..

I'm not over
I'm not over you just yet
Cannot hide it
You're not that easy to forget
I'm not over

-Carolina Liar - I'm Not Over

I think thats it for this insane very hot afternoon, write u later! bye! :)

'09 photoshoot

ok, it has been a hectic day for me, first of all, all of the photo shoot thingy at this insanely hot football field, but i hope the result will worth the hell of it. i've run everywhere to look for everybody, gather them and shout at them, well, practicly, i'm a monster today.. a scary one.. hahahah.. there are some i took with my digi cam




second of all, i've to look for a cheap fare airline ticket for 29th june, for me and my friends singapore trip plan. and it has been sooo confusing, all that expensive fare and the cheap scary flights, i dont really know which one to choose.. aw aw aw! back cramp! awwwwhh!

just need to find a nice place to stay for a week and then we're on our way baby! gonna bring lots of instant noodle, a nice sandals, and a comfy packs of clothes.. hopefully everything will be allright.. oyeah, need to confirm whoever want to come with us too..

it's 10.46pm, listenin to gwen stefani, and thinking about tomorrow P.E. test.. still on the way finishing the yearbook, studying for the final test, arranging the whole thing about singapore.. busy? u dont know what it feels like.. well thats it for today, over and out!

Yearbook Madness

This is crazy, mayday mayday, calling for help!

god! i just cant deal with things like this, i'm a head of the '09 yearbook commitee and yeah, it's been a real hectic year for me and sorry the book is delay for couple of months, but i promise i'll make it as nice as i can guys..

so tomorrow will be the all kids shot. it'll be at 11am, and yeah, i need lots of luck tomorrow.. hope everything will be okay.. finger crossed!

the other thing that i'm dealin right now is study for the final test. u know what, it's a real useless way to graduate.. i've been so lazy studying and it'll be a month before the test, i should get startin now, or else, i dont graduate..

it's 12.07, i'm listenin to my itunes, i should get some sleep, tomorrow school and also the photoshoot. nobody reads my blog anyway, o yeah, i have to arrange things with some friends for the singapore trip. SING-A-PORE baby! it'll be 29th june, hope everything worked out okay.. amiiin..

well thats it for today, see ya later!