One Night of 3 Years Celebration

the prom was awesome! I had a great time and so does my friends. we dressed up really nice, the girls was awesomely beautiful and the boys was handsomely charming. hahahahaha. okay. the prom was full of surprised, the room filled with laughs and tears. semua acara yang disusun pas banget, ga lebih, ga kurang semuanya pas sesuai kadarnya. ga disangka-sangka gue nominasi the most archieved. makasih buat panitia prom karena udah mau mempertimbangkan gue sebagai nominasi nya ya. at least I got flowers. hahahahah!

promnya dihibur oleh band anak2 and of course the guest star "ecoutez". emang keliatannya biasa aja. cuma agak keinget aja lagu2 lo jaman sma dulu. in the end of their song, we all danced, hugged, and cried. seakan-akan lo ga akan pernah ketemu lagi. seakan-akan lo dipisahkan secara paksa. gue punya pengalaman yang jungkir balik banget di sma, dan gue yakin ga cuma gue aja yang ngalamin hal kayak gini. banyak dari lo yang mungkin baca blog ini akan berpikir dalem hati "gue juga ngalamin banyak hal yang bikin dunia cukup jungkir balik 3 taun ini". gue berpelukan dengan banyak orang disana dan beberapa dari mereka membuat gue sedih dan akhirnya gue nangis. duaaarr!!! gue sedih seketika. setiap orang yang gue peluk muncul waktu gue pertama kali kenal mereka. not being too dramatic, tapi beneran deh coba lo inget2 gimana pertama kali lo kenal sama temen lo yang skg lo suka curhatin terus ketemu tiap hari sekolah dan sekarang lo gabisa liat mukanya tiap hari. sad, I know

the afterparty not really into me. I had fun tapi ga se-fun itu. I dont drink! woohoo!! I was afraid to tempt myself to have a sip of some booze, but gladly gue menolak. alhamdulillah ya allah.. many offers, but denial keep coming from me. hahahahah. oyeah, I dont smoke either yesterday. gatau kenapa ga dapet aja mood nya. mungkin capek kali ya. the afterparty ended at 4am. gue balik ngebawa diandra yang udah bengong gitu, di kamar gue bersiin make up gue ditemani adzan subuh. god! I felt really guilty. gue tidur jam stengah 6 dan kebangun sekitar jam stengah 8. -____-"

i guess this is our last stop on highschool. the celebration of 3 years.

Last Day Photoshoot

hari terakhir foto buku tahunan means a very exhausting day. bener2 tepar, bener2 menguras seluruh tenaga gue. kebetulan hari itu gue baru tidur jam stengah 4 pagi. don't ask, you'll know. gue terpaksa dibangunkan jam stengah 9 oleh telpon dari pipit dan 5 menit kemudian terdengar suara ketokan dari jendela kaca gue which means reza babi udh di rumah gue. fuck!. ngobrol-lah gue sama si binatang jalang itu dan gue muai siap2 buat pergi ke alpus, karena sebagian panitia harus siap2 buat foto. gue ke sekolah dan cabut ke rumah lia. wush! gue naik mobil bang syarif. I dont know about his issue, but why oh why on earth he wont open up his mouth just to chat a bit. his silence is just sooo irritating.

sampe di rumah lia, gue mulai bantu2 apa yang gue bisa, gue mulai foto dari yang mau dulu. ga ada urutan cewe sama cowo and there's one thing about the last day class. WHY ON EARTH MOST OF YOU ARE LATE?! telatnya sangant kontras sama kelas2 lain. mau complain kayaknya juga bakal menghambat. jadi yaudahlah. foto kelas, anak demi anak, makan siang tanpa makanan, sampe akhirnya jam 4an mulai lah perisapan foto sekat. sumpah itu yang namanya siap2 itu sangaaaaat lama, and I really mean lama banget. belom lagi yg mau balik cepet. kepala gue rasanya mau pecah. panitia yang kerja juga cuma dikit. grrrr, it's really a pain in the ass.

foto selesai jam 8, gue tepar, gue pengen tidur tapi gue ga ada tenaga sama skali. akhirnya gue pergi makan dulu sama anak2 di aw, terus ke rumah nadya. the only thing that cheers me at that time was a valkyrie story. the gossip has never been this big! hahahah. and then I stayed at adika's and gossip a bit until about 2am sampe akhirnya gue tidur dan bangun sekitar jam 6 karena kebelet beol (i'm blaming it on aw's chilli).

well, thats my 24 hour of a very exhausting day. how about urs?

the department of education has delayed the graduate announcement until 17th june, what an asshole. bye!

listening to, everybody else - rich girl, poor girl

photoshoot day 1

Gue = Shafira Anindya = ketua buku tahunan angkatan '09 alpus3. waktu ditunjuk jadi ketua, gue sama skali menolak, gue gamau. diri gue menolak abis2an. gue ga punya waktu untuk ngurus ini, gue harus belajar, buat tes masuk kuliah dan buat uan. where the hell I get the time from kalo gue ngurus buku taunan biadab ini?! and then I ask, 'kenapa gue? kenapa ga yang lain??', and a good friend ensure me, 'karena lo yang bisa buat kayak gini2an.' and that sentence masih gue inget dan menjadi tumpuan gue sampe saat ini. karena gue bisa! gue bisa ngerjain yang gini2! i know i can, i know i can! hahah

so after months of delaying this yearbook project, akhirnya gue memutuskan untuk foto tanggal 1, 2, 3, 4 dan 10. the first day udh lewat. and hell it's exhausting! gue capek pol! tapi seneng juga. hahaha.. seriously, it's fun. walaupun hr ini bukan kelas lo, tapi seneng ga sih lo ngumpul bareng temen sekelas lo lagi. hhah... but hell yeah we suceeded! walaupun ga sesuai expektasi gue sepenuhnya, tapi gue udh evaluasi dan pasti besok bakal dibenerin lagi..!

over and out! eval time!

gue kangen sekolah (I still can't believe it that it just came out from my mind)

ini baru 2 minggu libur, gue ngerasa ini udh lama. gue juga sibuk tapi gatau sebenernya sibuk apa. buku taunan seems organized, belajar buat umb ya emang gue ga niat. sometime i felt bored, gue ga ngerti kenapa? i've been waiting for this time like for how long? almost a year? tapi pas gue dapet liburan panjang gini, gue gatau harus apa? bener2 buang waktu. paling lo bisa tidur lebih malem tanpa harus takut besok bangun kesiangan. lo bisa kemana aja kapan aja. nonton film kapan aja dan apapun lah yang dulu ga bisa lo lakukan sebebas skg.

and at this precise time, di jam gue tertulis angka 10:08, ini udh jam 10 malem, besok udh ganti hari lagi. gue merasa hari ini gue ga melakukan apa2 yang bisa ngebuat hari ini bermanfaat buat besoknya (okay, the sentence sounds sok bijak). waktu gue sekolah dulu. jam segini gue udh mulai beresin buku, terus gue cuci kaki segala macem dan blessss tidur sampe besok jam 6 gue bangun lagi. gue sekolah, gue belajar, gue main. semua kerasa imbang dan gue kangen sama rasa capeknya gue ngelakuin rutinitas itu.

gue kangen ketemu sama temen2 gue tiap hari, and I mean semua. I miss their stupid jokes and pranks they put on other people. I miss everything about highschool, the building, the stupid rules, the catetan yang harusnya gue catet tapi ga gue catet, the feeling kalo ada ulangan tapi lo ga belajar dan rasanya bawa ransel. gue rasa ga cuma gue doang yang ngerasa kayak gini. pasti banyak banget.

kenapa tiba2 gini gue bilang gue kangen? mood gue bisa berubah kapan aja, tergantung dari apa yang gue denger. hari ini gue dengerin lagu2 sedih. emang ga nyambung sama sekolah sama skali, tapi tiba2 aja yg kepikiran sekolah. and it made me sad :( kalo udh kayak gini, please anyone siapa aja bisa kasih tau gue 1 aja alesan kenapa lo harus cabut sekolah? karena menurut gue sekolah udh cukup pas, mungkin ga sempurna di mata lo. tapi itu udah mencakup semuanya dan gue ga bisa minta lebih dari itu.

sekarang tinggal ada 1 event 1 angkatan terakhir, wisuda, and i beg u whoever read this, please made this last event jadi sesuatu yang berkesan banget.. even kita harus pake kebaya kunyit itu.. hahaha..

okay then, i'm off to call someone, ciao!

saturday night is not so bad

woohooo..!! last saturday has been pretty tiring day. dimana-mana rame dan kemana mana lumayan macet. so let me tell you what happened. okay, siang2 gue ke pim sama keluarga gue. it has been my family's habit to go out on weekends, anywhere is okay. so hari itu gue ke pim. gue makan segala macem dan salsa berencana untuk nyusulin gue ke pim. with one condition, kita harus cabut dari sana. okay, I met her around 5 dan dia langsung ngajak cabut, kemana? gatau. sampe akhirnya gue inget ahad sama bisma lagi di pim juga. yaudah kita ketemu terus ternyata eh ternyata. mereka juga sumpek. yaudah jadi kita pergilah ke basement ngambil mobil.

sampe mobil. kita gatau mau kemana. please, anywhere asal jangan rame. and asking where to go question became a game. hahahaha.. a funny cheesy fun game. and we decided buat berhenti di tea addict. we thought its going to be so crowded dan ternyata ga gitu rame. so we sit there hang a bit dan datanglah mas ito. hahahahaha. and the teasing game begin! gue pindah ke ke sofanya ahad sama bisma and i guess u know what happened next. ito mulai laper dan dia mau cabut mau cari makan. dia mau makan di deket rumah gue. dan pergilah kita ke deket rumah gue. ito berdua aja sama salsa di mobil. hahahahahahahaha

selesai makan gue mau muter2. tapi ito gamau alhasil kita misah. dan gue masih tetep sama ahad dan bisma. gue bingung mau kemana alhasil gue menyarankan kalo kita ikutin jalan aja. lurus terus sampe mentok dan beneran aja sampe mentok sampe ke kota tua. gpp kok. hahahaha.. well nothin much happened. but its been an interesting night.

thats it for this one. see ya later! ciao!

two - o' - one

it's midnight, and yeah, too much nap will cause some weird effect like this :( so, finally, some friends made twitters and some made blogs, of course I subcribes to them :) but my favourite is Priska's blog, she made it to be soooooo interesting to read. its a funny story with pictures, kinda whole different way to blog. go to hers, and see how she brings you to her stories, well she succeeded to brought me :)

this vacation thingy has been very boring and also interesting. so I downloaded bunch of song, and whatever it is. so I found some of 'em are interesting. at least Death Cab For Cutie has caught my ears for couple of days, that voice of it's vocalist, that beat of the drum, and the simple deep lyrics made my boring day better. my favourites are Crooked Teeth and Soul Meets Body. thats only two of many songs i've downloaded. hahahaha.. so ok, my newbies playlist is full. so what?

ok, i'm starting to get sleepy. my eyes will shut in couple of minutes. so I better end this post or something. well tomorrow is a weekend. hope everything will be alright then. oh yeah, i;m fully loaded with sushi, all u can eat poke sushi has caught my eyes and tummy for couple of months, and yeah i never get tired of it ever since. hahahaha.. and by right now, it's offcicially 3 weeks.

3 weeks for what? lets just count it down. you'll see later! :)

it's 2.15am, currently listening to Nobody Wants to be Lonely by Ricky Martin feat. Christina Aguilera.
mood : fine

smell ya later!

visit me!

First week of a freakin long holiday. and yeah, I came up with nothing. gue gatau mesti ngapain dan mesti kemana. the only thing that always amuse me is my lappy, thats my laptop's name, i named her lappy. she such a best friend and also saviour when i'm drop-dead-bored like now. I like to browse some web, tapi bukan web2 yang ngebuka forum2 aneh atau semacemnya. sumpah gue bukan seorang kaskusers or whatever it is yang ada forum2nya. kecuali forum itu berhubungan sama gue, which is belom pernah ada so far. no offense, but I'm not that freak who 'doesn't-have-a-life-in-a-real-world-so-I-have-to-have-a-reputation' di dunia maya ini. dan kalopun gue mau nyari temen juga di internet i'd rather look up all the way halfway around the world. it's internet lho?! u got some english skill, so use it lah.

so okay, kalo lo emang gamau nyari temen jg gpp sih. hahahah. so here's some web that I visit regularly. I visit some of 'em almost everyday. hahahah. so.. here it is.

(click on the names, to go to the web)

1.Nguping Jakarta
this is a complete jakarta's amusing websites. some stupid stuff people mispronounce from a regular conversation. bener2 ngehibur banget dan gue recommend banget buat lo baca. lo ga bakal menyangka how many penduduk jakarta ga yang kuliah, yang ga sekolah, ga perempuan, ga laki-laki masih suka salah ngomong. mereka agak jarang ngupdate blog nya. but sometimes when they updated it, banyak yang baru. and trust me, it'll make you laugh your ass off. okay, next!




2.Post Secret
post secret ini isinya tentang rahasia2 orang. jadi orang2 ini bebas menuliskan semua dirty secret nya mereka di sebuah post-card dan mereka ngirim post-card mereka ini ke sebuah alamat si pemilik atau perintis post secret ini secara anynomous. kayak contohnya ini. pertama kali gue tau post secret, gue nemu buku nya di aksara. dan harganya kebetulan mahal banget, which is 300rban, dan waktu kakek nenek gue pergi kemana gue nitip itu buku, and yes, they bought me. hahaha. but visiting their websites regularly every week juga asik kok. blog ini di update setiap hari minggu, jadi lo bisa ngecek website ini tiap minggu. and what I like from this post secret web is reading their secrets made me feel better. banyak orang yang hidupnya ga sesempurna yang gue kira. and most of them are living among us.

3.Twitter

yeah I still twitter, so what? i'm not interest into plurking stuff, I twitter. it's fun sometimes you been followed by strangers and I guess they wanna know what i'm up to.. hahaha. it sounds weird, but what the heck. twitter is fun!



4.IMDb
stands for Internet Movie Database, you know when sometimes you watch a movie and you found some quotes that are nice or a song that sounds good but you dont know what it is. well here's my secret. i look it all up in here. movie quotes, soundtracks, anything you need to find out you can look it all up in here.


well that are webs u might check out. really helps and reduce the bored a bit. hahaha..

recently listening to 'Zzzz' by The Cab
mood : fully charged happy!

ciao!